A few blogs have surfaced about how I had gained weight. Most of the comments were foul, upsetting, and frankly pissed me the fuck off. But the one thing that got to me the most is Mick Hicks blatantly telling __________ that I was fat. That was difficult, I love Mick (He shot stills for my first Hot House scene in 2007,) and hearing that from such a professional, humble man got to me. My defense to this whole situation is -- I had ONE day notice before production started. I was carb loading (580-600g per day) to gain weight, as I started my bulking phase. If you have no education in Kinesiology, or Exercise Science, I WAS BLOATED. I was not fat. Like I mentioned above, I was also very depressed because of family issues and drinking way too much to try and numb reality.
I know my body like the back of my hand, and it was a very fast turn around. I'm happy to say that I feel great, look great, and am living the straight edge life. I am posting a direct link to the scene so you guys can point and snicker at the fat ass Nash of the past. Enjoy. http://www.tommydxxx.com/en/5231-Tommyd-xxx-Scene-1/film/17234
IN CLOSING -- MY ADVICE FOR FELLOW MODELS IS TO ALWAYS BE ON SCREEN READY AND LEAVE PERSONAL ISSUES AT THE DOOR. IF YOU WANT WORK IN THIS BUSINESS, YOU HAVE TO BE BETTER THAN THE NEXT GUY. YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN THAT PHONE WILL RING.
Thank you for reading. AAAAAHHHHH MOTHEEERRRR FUCKER!
